archives
walk down memory lane
moving on
Thursday, January 27, 2011
10:34 AM
... since there is another blog that i blog at. Perspective changes, i have changed too. I have moved on to much greener pastures.
Do visit at
http://nettescraps.blogspot.com
empathy
Friday, October 8, 2010
6:57 AM
Pathetic? When life takes you well, you forget the Maker who has been the one blessing you with everything. You think that you are able to handle everything well. But it is when life strikes you hard, you realise that it is Him who is the only one who can make things better.
You just got to trust. I am trusting and I am ready for the consequences.
God, pls help.
Blanked
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
3:08 PM
The hardest thing is knowing how much you have hurt the person you love. Yet, you cant stop yourself from doing it.
Purpose ?
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
6:37 PM
I am hating the person that I am in school. Perhaps, I should rethink about this after 3 years. To some bad students, to one particular class.. God, pls tell me what to do. Teach me how to love even when it is hard to love. Show me how to love like you did.
i cant
Sunday, August 1, 2010
9:54 AM
Its one of these days when you wake up feeling absolutely horrible and depressed. You feel happy for the others but yet inside, you feel lonely. You question why has He not done the same for yourself and how long is He going to make you wait.
Yeah right now, i feel that my world just ended. How do i stay positive when that glimmer of light seems so small?
Thank God
Friday, July 30, 2010
9:11 AM
its Friday. It has been way too long since i blogged here. Somehow, i am reminded not to close it down, only because this is the place where i can truly say i want to say. School is getting better. Classes have been cut down after a perpectual mental breakdown in semester 1. The bosses have been good, i must say. Each day, i pray for strength to last the day. Teaching is no joke and sometimes I ask myself, whether it was worth it or not?
But i will survive, with God in mind. It has been a super draining period on my spiritual life that right now, I do not attend churh regulary and go for cg. It is pretty bad but hey, i am still here. I guess it lies truly on me. There is no desire and inclination, at all. I hope that it will change.
i know
Friday, April 16, 2010
9:51 AM
this blog is dying and i havent been posting. I have been really busy but i am good and i am glad i am surving this whole worklife. I am thankful for little oppotunities that come my way, to make me be a stronger and more independant person.
I am not liking what i have become, in certain areas of work but i was reminded last night that I should change the ways i handle work, especially with regards to my authorities. Not that I have been rude or whatsoever, but i realised that gossips are such powerful and harmful ways of destroying my life. I should refrain and do what is right in God's eyes.
So yes Lord, thank you for the timely reminder. Even though i dont read my bible, go to church regulary or pray as often as i used to, i thank You for still being there for me. I know it is definitely not what is desired from You but you are slowly changing me and reminding me of how much i should start taking ownership of my christian life.
I am reminded.
archives
walk down memory lane
moving on
Thursday, January 27, 2011
10:34 AM
... since there is another blog that i blog at. Perspective changes, i have changed too. I have moved on to much greener pastures.
Do visit at
http://nettescraps.blogspot.com
empathy
Friday, October 8, 2010
6:57 AM
Pathetic? When life takes you well, you forget the Maker who has been the one blessing you with everything. You think that you are able to handle everything well. But it is when life strikes you hard, you realise that it is Him who is the only one who can make things better.
You just got to trust. I am trusting and I am ready for the consequences.
God, pls help.
Blanked
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
3:08 PM
The hardest thing is knowing how much you have hurt the person you love. Yet, you cant stop yourself from doing it.
Purpose ?
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
6:37 PM
I am hating the person that I am in school. Perhaps, I should rethink about this after 3 years. To some bad students, to one particular class.. God, pls tell me what to do. Teach me how to love even when it is hard to love. Show me how to love like you did.
i cant
Sunday, August 1, 2010
9:54 AM
Its one of these days when you wake up feeling absolutely horrible and depressed. You feel happy for the others but yet inside, you feel lonely. You question why has He not done the same for yourself and how long is He going to make you wait.
Yeah right now, i feel that my world just ended. How do i stay positive when that glimmer of light seems so small?
Thank God
Friday, July 30, 2010
9:11 AM
its Friday. It has been way too long since i blogged here. Somehow, i am reminded not to close it down, only because this is the place where i can truly say i want to say. School is getting better. Classes have been cut down after a perpectual mental breakdown in semester 1. The bosses have been good, i must say. Each day, i pray for strength to last the day. Teaching is no joke and sometimes I ask myself, whether it was worth it or not?
But i will survive, with God in mind. It has been a super draining period on my spiritual life that right now, I do not attend churh regulary and go for cg. It is pretty bad but hey, i am still here. I guess it lies truly on me. There is no desire and inclination, at all. I hope that it will change.
i know
Friday, April 16, 2010
9:51 AM
this blog is dying and i havent been posting. I have been really busy but i am good and i am glad i am surving this whole worklife. I am thankful for little oppotunities that come my way, to make me be a stronger and more independant person.
I am not liking what i have become, in certain areas of work but i was reminded last night that I should change the ways i handle work, especially with regards to my authorities. Not that I have been rude or whatsoever, but i realised that gossips are such powerful and harmful ways of destroying my life. I should refrain and do what is right in God's eyes.
So yes Lord, thank you for the timely reminder. Even though i dont read my bible, go to church regulary or pray as often as i used to, i thank You for still being there for me. I know it is definitely not what is desired from You but you are slowly changing me and reminding me of how much i should start taking ownership of my christian life.
I am reminded.