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i cant believe it. The amount of workload i have is endless and it just keeps piling up. i hate to say this but i cant believe i am working harder for a diploma than a degree. Its not like you have 5 modules to handle like i did in NUS. it is like having 7 modules now and there are like freaking alot of assignments per module.

okay, i should shut my rantings now.

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i must see some positive light in all of these.
God, keep me sane and healthy.

if hell weeks arent enough and if the amount of assignments are enough, then why not add another car accident to the list. I am so freaking irritated by how bad things can get. I mean, i know i shouldnt be complaining but it is hard not to do so. It is my own damn fault. i am speechless to what to do and what to say. The psychological barrier of 3 accidents has finally taken its toll on me. I m never going to drive again. I figured that taking cabs everyday will be cheaper than the overall damages to car accidents.

I used to think that i was really grateful for my parents in sponsoring me to take driving lessons. But now, i just think i am not cut out for driving. period.

it has been a horrible week so far. there are so much to do and so many assignments due. It is really drowning me. i wont say NUS was any better but i guess the workload isn't as light as it is. I was really upset about it yesterday because i really wanted to give up. its not that the grades matter but i do want to make sure that every assignment i do is done from me doing my best.

I have to persevere and rely on his strength each and everyday. i really cant do it on my own. It was nice to just take my thoughts away and i headed down to MWL today. it felt good spending money on the things i love. i do hope i have time to take myself away and just have some 'me' time.

It daunt upon me that God is truly working on my insecurities. And quite frankly, i do have many of them. Where i am right now and the decisions that led to this point can be quite thought provoking. I still dont know whether i made the right decision or whether i prayed hard about it. It can be really intimidating when you go to school where everyone is sure of their profession and i am still kind of lost. :/

I got reminded of why i chose the path when i was reflecting this week. I remembered that particular quiet time i did after praying for so hard about NIE.

As quoted : 'God is glorified by showing Himself strong through our weaknesses. It shows us that He desires to work through our lives not because we are perfect but because He is. And since He uses weak and foolish things (1 Cor. 1:27), it means you and I are prime candidates for His work.

The Lord isn’t looking for superheroes. He uses those of us who are flawed and frail, so that He can show His strength and grace. He wants those with a willing and available heart.'

-

I need to persevere in where i am right now, be it in school or at church. God just wants me, he does not want someone who is perfect but he desires that imperfect me to be moulded. I got to keep reminding myself even as i get lost in the mundanes of life.

these are the simple joys that keep you going each and every tiring week. Actually, there has been only one constant joy rencently. I think i finally seen the value of spending time with Kate. It makes me eager and excited knowing that i see her every week growing and becoming more responsive of who I am to her. :D

I am Jeanette
the epitome to express comes from the essence of this heart of hers. Psalm 27:4 is her 'life verse' that she tries to live by daily. Right now,23.

my scrap journey
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WG
rach
sam
claire
janice
dennis
sue
renee
barry
mary
kriss

moving on
empathy
Blanked
Purpose ?
i cant
Thank God
i know
school gets the better of life
What holds me
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i cant believe it. The amount of workload i have is endless and it just keeps piling up. i hate to say this but i cant believe i am working harder for a diploma than a degree. Its not like you have 5 modules to handle like i did in NUS. it is like having 7 modules now and there are like freaking alot of assignments per module.

okay, i should shut my rantings now.

-

i must see some positive light in all of these.
God, keep me sane and healthy.

if hell weeks arent enough and if the amount of assignments are enough, then why not add another car accident to the list. I am so freaking irritated by how bad things can get. I mean, i know i shouldnt be complaining but it is hard not to do so. It is my own damn fault. i am speechless to what to do and what to say. The psychological barrier of 3 accidents has finally taken its toll on me. I m never going to drive again. I figured that taking cabs everyday will be cheaper than the overall damages to car accidents.

I used to think that i was really grateful for my parents in sponsoring me to take driving lessons. But now, i just think i am not cut out for driving. period.

it has been a horrible week so far. there are so much to do and so many assignments due. It is really drowning me. i wont say NUS was any better but i guess the workload isn't as light as it is. I was really upset about it yesterday because i really wanted to give up. its not that the grades matter but i do want to make sure that every assignment i do is done from me doing my best.

I have to persevere and rely on his strength each and everyday. i really cant do it on my own. It was nice to just take my thoughts away and i headed down to MWL today. it felt good spending money on the things i love. i do hope i have time to take myself away and just have some 'me' time.

It daunt upon me that God is truly working on my insecurities. And quite frankly, i do have many of them. Where i am right now and the decisions that led to this point can be quite thought provoking. I still dont know whether i made the right decision or whether i prayed hard about it. It can be really intimidating when you go to school where everyone is sure of their profession and i am still kind of lost. :/

I got reminded of why i chose the path when i was reflecting this week. I remembered that particular quiet time i did after praying for so hard about NIE.

As quoted : 'God is glorified by showing Himself strong through our weaknesses. It shows us that He desires to work through our lives not because we are perfect but because He is. And since He uses weak and foolish things (1 Cor. 1:27), it means you and I are prime candidates for His work.

The Lord isn’t looking for superheroes. He uses those of us who are flawed and frail, so that He can show His strength and grace. He wants those with a willing and available heart.'

-

I need to persevere in where i am right now, be it in school or at church. God just wants me, he does not want someone who is perfect but he desires that imperfect me to be moulded. I got to keep reminding myself even as i get lost in the mundanes of life.

these are the simple joys that keep you going each and every tiring week. Actually, there has been only one constant joy rencently. I think i finally seen the value of spending time with Kate. It makes me eager and excited knowing that i see her every week growing and becoming more responsive of who I am to her. :D